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evry since i was little i was basically expected to fend for my self parents that were too busy being kids then to properly raise me. i have always been depressed feeling alone always longing for family and love and to know how it feels to be loved instead of treated like an annoyance there are so many things i wanted to do but noone encouraged me .ever since i was 16 i have been on my own mostly living with friends for a while i was doing pretty good but always felt alone.i recently have gotten myself into so much debt about $10,000.00 i barely make enough money to pay my min bills.i feel like i have lost hope i mostly dont even want to live anymore.i cant afford rent so i have been staying with a friend and its getting old for them i wish i could even afford to pay them anything but i barely have the gas money to get to work and sometimes not even enough money to eat i have no idea what to do i have been looking for new jobs but so far no luck:( my biggest regret is getting myself into this debt.i have almost lost all hope.i am so tired of  not having a place to call home and struggling.i wish i would have known that i am the only person i will ever have along time ago

Right now I am in the process of getting divorced from my wife, the problem is that she had been cheating on me and running up bills for the last 8 months. Now I did get majority custody of our 1 yr old son, but just trying to keep up with all the bill is driving me nuts. We had a vw restoration business going, and as soon as she decided to leave, she cut off the website and phone line to it. I restarted the business under a different name and number again this January, but now havent been able to get into the shop because she reported me to the California BAR and they want 200 bucks for a permit. On top of that when she left she cleaned out the bank accounts for the cool sum of 12,000. and left me with .99 cents in the account exactly. She has told me that she is going to do her best to ruin me and right now she is achieving her goal. I cant get a loan due to the bills she ran up, so this is sort of my last hurrah. I was on the internet looking to see what kind of miracle I could find and saw this link. So for anybody that has ever been through what Im going through right now, you know how it is when you are so desparate that your willing to do just about anything. I have tried to reason with my ex and explain to her that the better I do in life the better it is for our son, but she doesnt care, already moved in with her new guy and is having the time of her life. Well any questions I will answer and will appreciate any kind of help anybody can give me. Thanks and God Bless You.

Daniel